I am 20 years old now, and still in the same spot.
i lay down down ever night thinking of the same thing.Repeating in my head all the mistakes i have done and cant take back all the pain i have gone threw and all the heart i have put in to things and will never get back.As i think of it now i dont know where to start. I dont how to say it with out putting myself deeper in a hole of regret and pain.

i hate that he doesnt care like i want him to.
why is it so hard to want to be loved.
why is it so hard for you to hug me and really mean it.
i just want you to hold my hand is that to hard to ask.
why is it so hard for you just to kiss me instead of looking away.
why cant you just see that im here.

why is it i can only feel you break.
you never want to fix yourself.

im alway going to be that rebound girl
the one you go to to feel wanted and cared for.
im never the one you will talk about
i will never be the one in your songs.
i will forever been seen as the regret.

You are like him in the worst way.